Found the post of a nice prayer on Facebook n thought of posting it.. Modified it to the way I said it all day today...

Ya Allah...
I am lost and I am confused
Darkness is not my place
I want to see clearly and I want to live
And I can not live like this without your help and support

Please forgive me for having disobeyed you

I am paying the price and I thank you for being the most Merciful

Show me the light
The light that shines so bright
And show me the path to my future
A future full of happiness and peace
Show me the path to a place
A place where I can fly free

Help me to change for the better

Help me to be better for you, for my family and for him 

Guide us to our destiny in your obedience

Part us away without pain if we are not destined to be together

If we are, help us move forward in happiness 

Bless us with your protection and support

Clear his path of all troubles and pain

Give him happiness and your guidance

Please forgive him for any wrong doings

Give him inner peace in himself and his life

Bless him with a good future in his love, his life and his career

Bless, protect and guide his family as well as mine

He has a good heart, please fill it with Imaan, taqwa and tawakul

The love that will last for eternity

Make him keep me happy and take care of me

And I need support Ya Allah

Let me not forget why I am here
For you are the reason I want to live
So Ya Allah
Show me the path that leads me to your way....

"Ya ALLAH we seek your protection against lack of faith,

we seek protection against pride,

we seek protection against the torment of the grave,

protection against the mischeif of our souls.

we acknowledge all your blessings upon us.

Grant us forgiveness. Undoubtedly,

none can forgive our sins except you.

No one except you is worthy of worship,

You have given us life and we are ur slaves.

Ya ALLAH ! Grant us security of health, beneficial knowledge, blessed food and cure for every disease"